Delusion

Do we really know what we want? Or is it nothing more than just a delusion we suffer. Feeling like nothing is right and that everything is against you? We wish that we could just be alone in a place of peace and serenity to think and ponder.

Reach

Something so close, can also become very far. But we try to reach it anyway. Trying anything and everything to get it. Yet sometimes for all our efforts. We might just get nothing in the end. But that doesn't mean we should give up. We put more effort to reach it and when would do reach it. It makes us happy knowing that, what seems like unreachable. Is actually not that hard to reach.

Lost

A great feeling of uncertainty has overcome me. I wake up feeling unsure or sometimes feeling as if something was missing or needed to be done. What that 'something' is and why i'm even having this sort of issues is quite bothersome.

"I want to reconcile the values in your heart"

Muse - Undisclosed desires

Tribute to a great man

Today is glorious day for all Arsenal fans. Id like to dedicate this post to Arsenal's most longest serving and most successful manager in the history of Arsenal Football Club.

ARSENE WENGER!

He has served the gunners for 13 years helping us to bring many trophies along the way. His most notable achievements was when he achieved the "Double" (winning the Premier League and FA Cup) in his first full season and again in the 2001/02. He also achieved what no other premier league club have yet been able to achieve, going through a whole season and 49 games in total undefeated. He also had helped bring Arsenal to the 2006 Champions League final in Paris, France. He also won many FA Cups with Arsenal.

Besides winning trophies he has also helped Arsenal change to become a football team that plays a beautiful passing game which has brought praise by many critics and managers world wide.

He is also great at spotting young talent helping the likes of Nicolas Anelka (Before he moved to chelsea), Cesc Fabregas (Our current club captain) and many many more. He has also helped players who seem to have no talent to become one of the best players in the world such as Dennis Bergkamp, Thierry Henry, Robin Van Persie, Cesc Fabregas and many more.

What he has achieved for Arsenal will always be in the heart of Arsenal fans and he can keep working knowing he has the backing of Arsenal fans around the world.

"IN ARSENE WE TRUST"

Congratulations on 13 years at the helm "Le Professor"

WHEREVER. FOREVER. ARSENAL

Surprise

Got a great surprise when I got home from school. Made my day much better :)

Pics later tonight.

Losing Friends

Every few times or so in our life we meet a new friend. After a while we become very close to our new friend. Always talking to each other everyday to the point that you just cant seem to stay away from each other knowing that deep inside that you think this friendship will last forever.

Suddenly one day, your new friend is not there to talk or have fun with you. They say their busy. You understand and just let it go and eventually this drags on for weeks or maybe even months. You wonder even more as to why you both have not talked in a while so you try and confront your friend. They again give the reason is that they are busy.

Eventually, there is a retreat from self-disclosure and seeking out each other's company. Avoidance begins. The friendship slowly loses importance and finally disappears.

You wonder what had happen to your once great friendship.

Sadly this is life. People come and go in our lives and when they do go, we must pick up the pieces and just move on. No matter how much it hurts.

But there are some who never give up. Knowing that maybe one day this friendship might be rekindled.

What do you mean its not a kazoo!?!?!

Time flies so fast. I didn't even notice it was the last day of holiday till I checked my Calender. >:O

As they say, "Time waits for no one" or "Time is gold". Whichever suits you better.

My overall opinion on how my holiday has been is "Meh". More negatives than positives but hey when has life ever gone anyones way 100% right???

One thing I did do during the holiday that I enjoyed was catching up on my cooking lessons. As most know I LOVE cooking and I spent the half the holiday reading about it. I'm gonna test myself soon..maybe cook dinner for my family or cook my own lunch. Great chance to see if I can cut veggies fast without taking my fingers too.

HEHE >:D

LISTEN TO MUSE "THE RESISTANCE" FTW

Raya

Raya wasnt all that great really this year. It was kinda bland and for one reason is because we didnt go visit people while we were at Kedah. My dad's leg was injured so he didnt want to go anywhere. In the end my last few days at Kedah were spent playing with my cousins and eating absurd amount of kuih raya. There were still positives. Got loads more duit raya than last year and i hope itll keep increasing :P.

School next week. BLEH! Then again i just cant wait to sit in the library and just be blur. haha

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Waffles

YEAH!

2 days ago my dad brought us to an A&W at PJ for a treat. WAFFLES! *yum*.Apparently the one we went to is the first one to open in Malaysia and is also a place my dad likes to hang out when he was still in school. Neat.

The waffles there are MUCH larger than the one other standard A&W's sell. It also has its own ice cream bar. (Lol) So yeah because the fact the waffles were quite big, I shared with my sister. Apparently for her waffles werent enough so she ordered hot dogs and curly fries too. (waw)

Jeez even I dont have an appetite that huge >.>'

I need more waffles.

Long time

Long time since I last posted. :S

I still have gastric which I had since Tuesday. Its hurts a lot sometimes but i have to put up with it anyway. Maybe I should drink less orange juice and eat less spicy food for the time being.

Anywaaaay, theres this book thats coming out which I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly want but I worry that its gonna be beyond my budget :(. I should start making some money..but i still have to buy my lil sisters birthday present. Hmm. Maybe I should start selling kuih raya? (HAHA ya right -.-)

Next week is gonna be a busy week at the library. Lotsa stuff to do before cuti raya. Hopefully all will be settled earlier so i can get some rest.

Zzzzz