Anger makes people do things. Some we didn't even think possible by our own capabilities. If not, it is just bottled up inside. Holding it in till one day you just can handle it anymore. Nobody cares what you really think. Even family or friends. They just say they understand to please you and some don't even try to understand.It is at this moment we just wish we were alone with no one in plain sight. Everyone dreams of a place that they can be alone and just relax. Sadly, for most it will stay a dream.
In a few days it'll be the first decade of the 21st century. Looking back. A lot happened in just 10 years of my life. If I could, I wish I could change a few things in my past. But that isn't for us to decide. Lets hope for a great 2010.
Its amazing how people come and go in your life. How they just forget you after a certain amount of time. They never acknowledge your existence even after what you have done to help. But hey life is cruel and we cant control what happens around us. We can only pick up the pieces and just move on even if we never find out "WHY" it happens.
Holidays are suppose to make you feel better. Frankly its not working as I hoped it would be. Frustration, anger and confusion are the things I keep feeling. Not fun...
Don't you just hate it when you're trying to forget something or someone. In the end it comes back stronger than ever. =__='
Ainsi qu'on voit des blés les épis onduler Sous la brise légère, Ainsi frémit mon coeur, prêt à se consoler, A ta voix qui m'est chère! La flèche est moins rapide à porter le trépas, Que ne l'est ton amante à voler dans tes bras!
The happiness left as fast as it came. It never lasts. Regret and guilt is infinite. It will never leave you once it has happened. Nothing will make it go away.