Life is not just doom and gloom

You gotta see the shiny and happy part of life once in a while :)

Think

Unfortunately even insanity makes you think through about things a lot. Give a listen.

Insanity

My own thoughts are trying to drive me insane. So many things bug me right now. But nothing I do seems to fix it. Unless I can take out my brain and wash my own mind right?!?! HAHAHA.

Disillusioned

If what you say is true. Then theres nothing I can do. My efforts have been useless and in the end I alone suffer. All memories and moments, good or bad will disappear in time. May we never meet again because I wont look back and try to reconcile with what has been done.

It gets worst

I feel alone,

so very alone

I feel hurt,

so very bad

I feel ignored,

just thrown aside

I feel lonely,

not many see the pain

I hope,

but hope is gone

I feel alone,

and not many know

Something new

Im learning how to play the bass guitar now. :D I bought my guitar from my cousin. Its a SX Manta Ray Jazz Bass guitar. Its soo pretty *drool* :P. So yea im not taking any classes till the school holidays so im just learning from my cousin for now. Weee.

Hope

Even during times of true hardship. There will always be a tiny spark inside of us that tells us to never give up and keep going until we succeed.

Delusion

Do we really know what we want? Or is it nothing more than just a delusion we suffer. Feeling like nothing is right and that everything is against you? We wish that we could just be alone in a place of peace and serenity to think and ponder.

Reach

Something so close, can also become very far. But we try to reach it anyway. Trying anything and everything to get it. Yet sometimes for all our efforts. We might just get nothing in the end. But that doesn't mean we should give up. We put more effort to reach it and when would do reach it. It makes us happy knowing that, what seems like unreachable. Is actually not that hard to reach.

Lost

A great feeling of uncertainty has overcome me. I wake up feeling unsure or sometimes feeling as if something was missing or needed to be done. What that 'something' is and why i'm even having this sort of issues is quite bothersome.

"I want to reconcile the values in your heart"

Muse - Undisclosed desires